Saturday, January 30, 2010

Hold You In My Smile....

Sweet moment, Stay with me, and pray do not flee so soon,let me enjoy that bliss of that first kiss beneath the moon.
I wish to cradle this feeling, That has only just been found, A feeling that has unexpectedly turned my world around. Do not depart, oh please remain within my heart awhile, so that I can savour you once more and hold you in my smile.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Loved him like brooklyn


I loved him like Brooklyn... And since "Brooklyn Go Hard" imagine how hard my chest was beating' When he gave me gift wrapped stars out the same sky in which I was dreaming. He blinded me with luminaries, facading the blackness. emitted from holes. Gassing' me up like Bebe kids on Christmas anticipating gifts and only presented with coals. He turned me into a heartless bitch with a cardboard sign begging for love in my cup. He was my coin star and I cashed in all my emotions only to be left feelin' fucked up. My heart bleeds anorexic emotions because I purged every beat that pulsated to the twitch within his eyes He cataracted me, gifting glaucoma love, blinding me from his spectrum of lies. Each color of the rainbow is the syllabus of his deliberate deception... I never fathomed such deceit could be spawned from a face that resembled perfection He ignited my heart like a BIC exits my hand to scribe about a flawless muse. Or how a BIC sets a blaze to my Newport, I inhaled his love only to exhale the blues. I was once full of light, now I'm ruining on a faulty fuse. Pedal to the floor, I'm riding on E and the control is far from cruise. I'm hydroplaning in that HOV lane with my heart riding' shotgun... The tears navigate my path as I blast Hova "you just lost one" But he wont G.P.S. me...he''ll just say he rightfully left me... And I ain't been right since he left me, guess u can call that missing him ambidextrously. I see his face in coffee cups and his lies resurface within the steam. And I keep sipping cuz my heart can never stop being addicted to his caffeine. It's been months since I've seen him last and my eyes are still drying. He told me he didn't believe that trees grew in Brooklyn on that day he left me crying. I tried to tell him about the roses growing in the concrete but he said I was lying. See... I loved him like Brooklyn... And since "Brooklyn Go Hard" how could he think my love could be anything less than thorough? For He... my heart will eternally beat like New Yorkers feet stomp the ground in the borough.

Phenomenal Woman


Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Maya Angelou

The Path, The wall, The Rope.

Walking down this path set by lights,But suddenly they all go off.
Made worse by the fact that so comes the night, As the skies react and dissolve,I try to go back but the path branches away,and I don't know where home lies.
I'm hesitant to proceed, I think I should stay, Now that God's taken away the skies. But I move on, hoping to reach my destination Away from these destitute lands. To a brighter and secure location Where everybody understands. I'm determined to make it, I'll give it my all, I know I can do...wait, what's with this wall? So I collide into this great wall of stone, Realizing that it obstructs my further progress. Panicked that I may remain here on my own, I'm suddenly aware of my aloneness. I cry for help but hear my voice crack As the desperation continues rising. Pounding at the wall as it pushes me back, While at the same time, feeling so inviting.
I want, I need, I have to push through This great impervious divider. I wish, I want my dream to come true; For the fortress to let me inside it. But just when I think I cannot cope, Descending to me like an angel is a rope. The lifeline lowers until it reaches me, And with little uncertainty, I start to climb. But the destination is so far it isn't seen. Well, it doesn't matter, I'll be there in no time. It appears the higher I get, the harder it is To hold onto this smooth red rope. I'm losing faith; I thought it'd be easier than this, But this feels like it's outside my scope. The rope hangs to let me climb or fall, It isn't in charge of my choice or what I do. It just provides the opportunity, that's all, And tells me "the rest is down or up to you". But the rope is fragile and takes just one cut To forever lose my chance of pulling me up.

Fear

Fear Of The Unknown, Is What's On My Mind, Fear Of Tomorrow Is What Keeps Me Confined, Fear Of Losing Is What Makes Me Fight, Fear Of Pain Is What Keeps Me Up At Night, Fear Of Destiny Is What Makes Me Pray, Fear Of Time Is What Stretches My Day, Fear Of Truth Is What Makes Me Sigh, Fear Of Losing You Is What Makes Me Cry.